DoN nOe Y i eVeN BlOg

What should i do with life?
What should i do if i pass my promos?
What should i do if i fail my promos?
How should i tell my mum?
How should i face it?
What new subjects should i do?
What am i to do if the teachers don't follow up to J2?
Should i wait till tues (15/11) for results?
Should i pester for results on Thurs (10/11)?

i know what i want to be.
i will be very happy. Jumping for joy. Can face my teachers.
i will not know what to do. i want to ask for a chance.
i failed.
Literature or Physics? actually i am not keen at all.
one of them is already not following up.
Wait very long, i will get more miserable, moody n desperate.
Wait till tuesday, i got more time to pray.

: What shd i expect?:

What should i do with life?
What should i do if i pass my promos?
What should i do if i fail my promos?
How should i tell my mum?
How should i face it?
What new subjects should i do?
What am i to do if the teachers don't follow up to J2?
Should i wait till tues (15/11) for results?
Should i pester for results on Thurs (10/11)?

i know what i want to be.
i will be very happy. Jumping for joy. Can face my teachers.
i will not know what to do. i want to ask for a chance.
i failed.
Literature or Physics? actually i am not keen at all.
one of them is already not following up.
Wait very long, i will get more miserable, moody n desperate.
Wait till tuesday, i got more time to pray.

: What shd i expect?:

NOthin much this week. I finished reding 2 books. Surf the net. Get by each day n nothin pretty interesting happened.

Haha..only one thing to be proud of n that is my Oral presentation. I practise untill i can memorised it. Presented on Friday n guess what? haha..my teacher said my gestures were ok n i had good posture n projection of voice. Almost like professional. haha...i laugh untill wanna 'peng'....i was actually trembling. i don noe y? i told her that n told her that maybe it was because she was around. As in a teacher was around.

Then she say how can i be scared when i presenting in front of her. cos' she's my teacher n i see her almost every day but then still tremble? haha...but she say she can't tell that i was trembling. n i think tat's Good!

Tomorrow is the 'A' level Chinese 'AO' exam n is also the promotional exercise.... Of course i could not be bothered about chinese. i'm only aiming to pass. But the promotional exercise? I would be lying if i said that i did not even given it the slightest thought.

::Engrossed in nothing ::

Compared to yesterday, i did not tremble while presenting the OP and i manage to stretch my time. From yesterday's 2min 40sec to today's 3min 48sec. Though is still far from the 5mins, i think my 'speech' is rather ok already.

These few days, life is still the same. OP n intensive CL, reading books n playing games online, n sometimes thinking about the results. I really don't noe what to expect....n i heard from my friend that nxt mondae there will be a promotional exercise where the teacher would decide who shd promote n who doesn't get to. Seriously, up to this point, my confidence in promoting has been declining. But it does not affect me that much anymore. i guess i'm just too numb to think and dwell upon it every single time that i'm not engaged in anything.

:: jUsT wIsHinG 4 aLL tHe lUcK i cAn gEt ::

Todae was such a draggy day in school. 2.5hrs of PW then followed by CL. Whole day was like so slack n sianz... Although time-table end at 5pm, my friends n i just went home, since there was no more lessons. See tomorrow will get into trouble or not lor.

So pissed by one of my group member todae. Don't even appreciate the bloody custom animation that i did for the slides. It was out of goodwill that i did it! Can at least tell me nicely that they never decide to use it rite? Give me those type of 'diao' face...Make me so pissed that my teacher ask me twice whether i was ok n i just tell her ya, i'm fine.

Tomorrow first period is is the 2.5hr break. I think i either read finish my book or play my friend's PSP. He promised to bring tomorrow. Will be getting the class photo also...so exited!!!

My friend todae told me that the Chem. teacher said that the Promos. result were like, those who are suppose to pass did pass n those who suppose to fail did fail. I also don noe what to think of it. Do i fall into the suppose to pass or fail catogery?

*hOpE 2 fAll In e pAss cAtOgEry*

Went to K-box with Jeremy n hidayah today. While waiting for Hidayah (as usual), me n jeremy took some photos. One was him sort of like licking me, that's y i call it scandalous. It meant no harm...just pure fun...

Then, as usual, we went to HMV n around Orchard road. Of course it was me who went home earlier again and the rest of the evening, was like any other evenings. Nothing interesting.

: Another day gone by :

It has been so long since i touched a book. But today, i borrowed two books from Orchard library. One is called '' My Sister's Keeper'' n the other, ''Alphabet girls''. The books are thick n i feel abit turn off actually. But since i have nothing to do next week, (i don think i want to self-study CL) i might as well read some books.

Went back to do OP today, from 10-4pm then met up with Jeremy to eat at MoS Burger n go to e library. Helped him chose a book, ''The Gospel of Judas''....i think he would enjoy such books then i went home.

Saw my Chem. teacher today, but he refused to reveal the marks as the sch. want us to focus on OP first. He did not look too good when we asked about our result, so i think i'm a bit dead now. Hopefully with a bit of luck, i'll still stand some chance. SiGh....

Then, i had a drink in the evening with my mum n bro. at GWC, shopped n just came home about an hour ago.

*EnjOy LiFe while u can*

yippy today is the last day of my exams and i'm so relieved that is over. I just hope that everything turns out fine n i am able to get promoted. The subject i'm most confident in is Econs. n i hope the other 2 would be fine too. i really want to be promoted so badly, that i think i want to promote more than i ever wanted to get into a JC.

Now that i got so much time on hand, ( it used to be straight after sch. go to the study centre to study untill 6-8pm) i really don noe wat to do. But actually, next week's timetable is hell. Everyday 8-5pm...whole day either doing CL, PW or self-study for CL...is crazy!!!

tomorrow although no school, i still got to go back to do OP slides cos' my GP tutor told us only today that she want the slides to be ready by Monday. Argh!!!

i noe my school is like slOw. is like e last JC to finish PrOmOs n now then do OP slides...but what to do...i don mind anyway...

:: relieve till i get back my results ::

todae i cleared both e Chemistry paper which was so-so and also e Econs. paper3 that really rock my world. Really felt so freaking satisfied with myself for managing to write all 3 essays in 2h15min...pple who take econs. will noe wat i mean n how satisfying it is...

Hopefully if this can go on in my Maths paper as well as my Econs. paper1&2, then i would be able to catch e ''last train'' to J2.... **Jia You!!!**

-TeWi-